Sunday, April 29, 2007

being a girl sucks

you know what i hate.
how i am in absolutely no control of my emotions.
sometimes, even when i don't want to get upset, i still get upset.
even when i tell myself there's nothing wrong, for some reason i still act like there is.
i solely blame this on birth control, and other fucked up hormones that women get the lovely pleasure of having.
sure, its made some of my assets a little more lucious, and it ensures that no babies are coming out of here anytime soon, but fuck. its just so ridiculous that we need to add MORE hormones into our already-over-run-by-hormones bodies.
anyways, i'm just angry cause i act how i try not to.
sometimes.
and it sucks.

on another note, today and tomorrow are spring cleaning days. and i'm actually kind of stoked about it. sometimes cleaning is fun. and i have a feeling this will be one of those times.

OH AND if anyone had an extra couch theyre getting rid of within the next couple months, let me know! my living room is too empty right now :( haha


cxoxoxoxoawofhlign

Friday, April 27, 2007

BAHHHHHHH

vidal sassoon stole my idea!!!!

from day ONE i've said that ray should have made a fucking reality show out of the school
and now the vidal sassoon academy has one premiering on TLC!!!!!!!!!!

its called making the cut.
i'm so jealous.
i wish it was us.
ugh.
assholes.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

i have no voice today. well i do but its like really fucked up. this happened to me last time i got sick too it sucks i feel like i sound like a fucking duck or something weird like that.
anyways, me and pat went to a jays game last night. it was really fun! suprisingly ahah. except when the asshole "security" (aka bag checkers) took my arizona iced tea at the gate. i got really mad. especially since i spent like 5$ on mine and pat's drink and they weren't even opened. asshole.
haha whatever so the game. it was fun. at first it was kind of boring. well, most of it was boring. except when players actually hit the ball, hit a foul ball, when people in the 500s section were funneling beers and causing a comotion, etc. oh, and my favourite part of the game was when the "releif" pitcher came in! he's my new crush. his name is Casey Janssen. and i would totally go watch another game just to wait for him to come out again ahah! seriously so cute. i was stoked.
mhmm! and they won so i guess thats a plus haha.
im stoked to go to more games this summer. i hope they have the dome open next time i go!



xoxo


Monday, April 16, 2007

poor again

so i finished up all my birthday shopping this weekend.

all my money is spent ahah...i probably should have saved some for like living, but i didn't and there's nothing i can do about it ahah.

anyways, here's pictures of all the shit i got. i love it all and can't wait to wear it. i'm basically set for all of summer considering 5 days of the week i have to wear black and i only picked up one black cardigan. so i guess its good in a way ahah.


all of it!


cute dresses i like the one on the right the best.

shoesies...3 pairs of flats 1 pair of heels. i figured i be more practical ahha since i wear flats 80% of the time.

i saw this shirt from far away and had to get it "club sodas not seals" with a seal holding a club soda! i'm a nerd ahha but i think its adorable so i don't give a shit. and i think some money goes to peta, which i'm down with. and a pair of blue shorts. i'm not a huge shorts fan, but these ones were too sweet to pass up.

the one black item i got haha its just a cardigan lightweight for summer to go over dresses i wear to school. and a red three-quarter sleeve jacket with white cherries on it. love it.
cardigan with little aces and clubs and shit all over it i thought it was cute and a purple tank top to match, as well as another tank top.
another shirt with those things all over it ahah it was cheap and i like that kind of shit. the back comes really low on it, its cute. green tunic...the color in this picture doesn't do it justice its such a pretty green! and a white cardigan which ive been looking for for forever now it seems like! its perfect though ahha exactly what i was looking for.
two more tunics. i like the way these ones fit theyre lower cut and KIND of have an empire waist, but theyre a bit tighter so they don't make me look preggers.
and lastly, red cardigan and a purple thermal type shirt.

now that i'm looking at everything its a lot of basics, but its stuff ive been looking for for a while now. anyways, i'm totally happy with everything i got. yay birthdays!

i'm all shopped out so i'm going to take a nap ahha.

xoxoxoxo

Friday, April 13, 2007

Thursday, April 12, 2007

we be ballin'

i just counted all my tips that i've been saving for the last 2 months.
it added up to $596.50.
i am going to have the best weekend shopping that ive had in over a year.
i love life.
xoxoxooxooooooooooooxoxxoxo

Monday, April 9, 2007

birthday week!

ya this week has been insane, to say the least. but amazaing all at the same time.
this will probably sound like a bunch of jibberish, but apparently i like documenting my life lately. so if you don't care, this is the point where you should stop reading!
sunday was the ABAs it was insane. so much more than i expected to be helping with.
so like i said, woke up at like 530, and i decided to take the subway cause i found change or something. i cant remember. anyways, walked down to starbies, got my venti white mocha and continued on my way. so i get to queen st and the one side of the st the subway doors are locked. and my being the fucking retard that i am decided to check the other side anyways. so i go down and im like oh sweet this side is open, and the doors at the bottom of the stairs are locked. so i was down there trying to open a door that obviously wasn't going to open along with this fucking scary ass homeless guy who was laying on the floor moaning and like convulsing. i can honestly say i was terrified and have never felt that feeling before and hope that i never feel it again.
so i ran away from him and decided i would have to walk the rest of the way, which was my original plan anyways. it really didn't take long at all. 45 minutes with the starbucks stop. not bad.
anyways, got there before basically everyone. roey, morgan, and alana were there along with a couple of the models, but none of us had anything to do until everyone else got there. so when darlene showed up she immediately had me start helping her, and kind of asked if it was cool that i stay past the time that i was suppose to. so i was all ya whatever i dont care...little did i know i'd be running up and down escalators all day ahah. but it was fun. so i got the whole wardrobe ready, kinda helped out with what people needed, and then all of a sudden darlene had a headset for me to wear. and thats when i got a lot more important ahah. basically i just helped her make sure everyone was where they were suppose to be all day. it was a good time though, and i got to leave before the show was over so i didnt have to help clean up the piles of garbage around.
so i got home around 3ish i think...maybe 4:00. pat finally got home from his trip so i got to see him which was nice. 4 days feels like a lot longer than it really is haha.
then monday i went back to the ABAs with colleen and met up with julia later on just to do some shopping. i got a new blowdryer, and bunch of makeup and OPI nailpolish for super cheap, a new roundbrush...and i cant rememeber what else, but it ruled at the time ahah.
after having enough of that i went home for my one night of decent sleep.
tuesday was sweet, went to school and then to set your goals. it was a good time. saw some friends, saw some shitty bands and one sweet one haha. met pat's friend JD whos awesome.
wednesday was top model. it wasnt as awesome as i thoguht it would be this week. the previews showed 50 cent pushing jayel into the pool, but he was like laughing while he was doing it in the show. whatever though. i cnat even remember what else happened. probably cause i have a terrible memory.
thursday nothign worth mentioning went on. friday went to burlington. slept all day basically once we got there cause nothing was open ahha. went out for dinner with my parents. i'll post some pictures later once SOMEONE sends them to me. then we went to see grindhouse. it was so good! i want to go see it again. we might go see it at cheap night on tuesday. planet terror was a lot better for gore reasons, but i liked death proof cause it was different. both sweet movies, though.
saturday went to limeridge mall in hamilton cause im insane and wanted to buy this dress that i didnt even get. i think i might go pick it up today, though. it has cherries on it. only reason i wanted it ahah.
after that went to sonic unyon. saw lots of stuff i would have wanted if i gave a shit about records ahah and had money. but i have neither of those things, so i just looked.
stopped by the new shop on the way home so pat could make an appt and he wanted to check it out. its cute. i like all the fish ahha. i'll probably start getting some work done there once i have a job. which is soon. which is scary.......yay for real careers! even if i am just a hairstylist. gunna be the best fucking one around. bleh.
anyways! saturday night made our way back to the city to go to a show at adrift. i had a terrible time and didn't want to be there, but i guess there's certain things i'm just going to have to learn to live with.
the show wasnt really that bad, i'm jsut a huge baby and take shit way too personally. but it was alright.
sunday was nice. got tim hortons easter breakfast ahahah...which consisted of bagels and donuts. played vids a bit and were just lazy. i loved it. sunday night we went to JDs for dinner. his gf nicole made an amazing easter dinner. tofurkey, potatoes, and lots of veggies ahah. i think eveyone i meet thinks im crazy at first when they find out i dont liek veggies. i am kinda crazy for it. jay leno doesn't eat them either!!!!!!
anyways, we had never had tofurkey before, but it was amazing. i loved it. but i love tofu...so i might be partial. after dinne rthe boys played guitar hero and me and nicole played trouble ahahahah it was so amazing i haven't played that game in forever! she won like three time then we made JD and pat play with us. and i think she won again. i'm not very good at it. i think i just need some practice with my popping skills though. its been a couple years ahah.
we tried to go see grindhouse again after that, but unfortunately didn't get to see it. the times on the internet said 9:30, but apparently it started at 8:30. terrible. so instead we went to Mr. Movie and rented Stranger than Fiction. it was okay. i don't know how i feel about Will Farrell in a more serious type roll. i felt like i was suppose to be laughing at parts that weren't at all remotely funny. he did a good job, but just not something i'd like to see him in all the time.
so thats about it for my birthday week!
which brings us up to today. my real birthday!
i get to spend most of it alone, since 90% of the people i know work today, and the other 10% don't live close enough to hang out with haha. its fine though. cause next weekend is birthday shopping.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
if i know you and love you, call me today.
we'll have birthday chats.
xoxoxoxoxoooooooooo!

Saturday, March 31, 2007

i actually like being retardedly busy?

its 8:18.
i just got home within the last 1/2 hour.
i have to wake up between 5 and 5:30 depending on when i can drag my ass out of bed.
make myself presentable by 6:30.
walk to the convention center from here because i'm broke.
be there for 7:30.
steam clothes all morning.
probably shampoo a bunch on sinks that are worse then shampooing someone in a bathtub.
stop by the school and see if they need any extra hands.
go home and sleep and go back to the convention center for monday.
but monday is shopping day!
yay new blow dryer and tail comb and whatever else i can find!
xoxox

Friday, March 30, 2007

oh, life.

this weekend is gunna suck. well, not really...more like suck and rule at the same time.
tomorrow night i think we're all going to the drake cause a bunch of my school friends are finished this week. we'll see if i have money to go to that....i'm so fucking broke. sunday and monday are the ABAs, which i'm pretty stoked about. i think i'm helping with model prep sunday at the school which should be fun, and a good experience. i was a model last year, so i kind of got to see all of what goes on behind the scenes, but not take part in the stuff i should be taking part in ahah. its not like i'm going to be a hair model the rest of my life...
anyways, that'll be a good time for sure. i'm still waiting to find out if they actually need me or not, but kris said its better to have more help than you need then not enough. totally true.
and mondaaaay is the show that i'm going to. stoked. me and julia are going together and gunna hang out all day i'm pretty sure. gunna meet up with lisa there for a bit too which i'm excited about! i haven't seen her in like a year probably. but that will all change ahha. gunna get a new blow dryer cause mine apparently can't withstand anything ahah and probably a ton of products i definetly don't need ahahha i love ABAs.
so thats the awesome part of my weekend. shitty part is pat's gone for 4 days! i don't have my other half to message when something goes wrong ahah. or goes awesome. or just goes. oh welll he's having fun on a roadtrip and i have to admit i'm super jealous. i haven't been on a roadtrip for ages and def want to go on a for-no-good-reason one soon! (miss you already)
next week is hectic too. tuesday is Set Your Goals. wednesday is ANTM. thursday is sleep night...or go out for my birthday night i really haven't decided if i want to do anything big for it yet. and friday i think im going home for birthday dinner with the 'rents...saturday come back to the city, be at adrift for the Fucked Up show by 7. then hopefully just relax on sunday! and eat chocolate, of course. AND THEN MONDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY WOOOOO!!! which i basically have to spend alone cause everyone in the world works! assholes. oh well the rest of the entire week before that is a celebration enough.
okay i'm rambling.
BUY ME PRESENTS!
xoxoxoxoxo

Monday, March 26, 2007

fuck tha po-lice!

i got my first ticket today. i feel like i have all the driving problems ever. i never hear about any of my friends denting the front of their cars or taking of mirrors or getting tickets...but maybe nobody talks about it?
haha whatever. ANYWAYS, here's how it went down.
i picked lauren up from her bf's apartment, and i'm rolling down Francis Rd. (direct reference for any of you from burlington), and theres some cops talking to the left of this intersection i was stopping at. so I CAME TO A COMPLETE STOP...but didn't stop for the required 3 seconds. didn't really think anything of it cause fuck, no one but old grannys stop for that long. for real.
so, i continue on my way, me and lauren are drinking our coffees, and like 20 seconds after i passed that stop sign, i see the cop behind me with his lights on. i was like ya right is he actually pulling me over right now? and yes, he in fact was.
definelty never gotten pulled over in my 3 years of driving. and for something as petty as that...not stopping for the full amount of time at the stop sign. like fuck, come on. needless to say i was not very impressed. and still am not. mom's gunna try and fight it for me. oh ya, AND it was $110. WTF speeding tickets aren't even that much money. seems a little bit excessive to me...
and yep that was about the highlight of my day ahah.
ps the weather is insane. the rain stopped and started about 10 times this morning, literally. then clearled up and it was beautiful. now its hailing. insane. i might stay at my parent's until tomorrow and then take the train back in the morning. we'll see.
anyways i'm going to sulk about not having money to pay this ticket and decide if i want to be back in the city tonight or not.
xoxo