oh, life.

this weekend is gunna suck. well, not really...more like suck and rule at the same time.

tomorrow night i think we're all going to the drake cause a bunch of my school friends are finished this week. we'll see if i have money to go to that....i'm so fucking broke. sunday and monday are the ABAs, which i'm pretty stoked about. i think i'm helping with model prep sunday at the school which should be fun, and a good experience. i was a model last year, so i kind of got to see all of what goes on behind the scenes, but not take part in the stuff i should be taking part in ahah. its not like i'm going to be a hair model the rest of my life...

anyways, that'll be a good time for sure. i'm still waiting to find out if they actually need me or not, but kris said its better to have more help than you need then not enough. totally true.

and mondaaaay is the show that i'm going to. stoked. me and julia are going together and gunna hang out all day i'm pretty sure. gunna meet up with lisa there for a bit too which i'm excited about! i haven't seen her in like a year probably. but that will all change ahha. gunna get a new blow dryer cause mine apparently can't withstand anything ahah and probably a ton of products i definetly don't need ahahha i love ABAs.

so thats the awesome part of my weekend. shitty part is pat's gone for 4 days! i don't have my other half to message when something goes wrong ahah. or goes awesome. or just goes. oh welll he's having fun on a roadtrip and i have to admit i'm super jealous. i haven't been on a roadtrip for ages and def want to go on a for-no-good-reason one soon! (miss you already)

next week is hectic too. tuesday is Set Your Goals. wednesday is ANTM. thursday is sleep night...or go out for my birthday night i really haven't decided if i want to do anything big for it yet. and friday i think im going home for birthday dinner with the 'rents...saturday come back to the city, be at adrift for the Fucked Up show by 7. then hopefully just relax on sunday! and eat chocolate, of course. AND THEN MONDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY WOOOOO!!! which i basically have to spend alone cause everyone in the world works! assholes. oh well the rest of the entire week before that is a celebration enough.

okay i'm rambling.

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