i actually like being retardedly busy?

its 8:18.

i just got home within the last 1/2 hour.

i have to wake up between 5 and 5:30 depending on when i can drag my ass out of bed.

make myself presentable by 6:30.

walk to the convention center from here because i'm broke.

be there for 7:30.

steam clothes all morning.

probably shampoo a bunch on sinks that are worse then shampooing someone in a bathtub.

stop by the school and see if they need any extra hands.

go home and sleep and go back to the convention center for monday.

but monday is shopping day!

yay new blow dryer and tail comb and whatever else i can find!

xoxox

oh, life.

this weekend is gunna suck. well, not really...more like suck and rule at the same time.

tomorrow night i think we're all going to the drake cause a bunch of my school friends are finished this week. we'll see if i have money to go to that....i'm so fucking broke. sunday and monday are the ABAs, which i'm pretty stoked about. i think i'm helping with model prep sunday at the school which should be fun, and a good experience. i was a model last year, so i kind of got to see all of what goes on behind the scenes, but not take part in the stuff i should be taking part in ahah. its not like i'm going to be a hair model the rest of my life...

anyways, that'll be a good time for sure. i'm still waiting to find out if they actually need me or not, but kris said its better to have more help than you need then not enough. totally true.

and mondaaaay is the show that i'm going to. stoked. me and julia are going together and gunna hang out all day i'm pretty sure. gunna meet up with lisa there for a bit too which i'm excited about! i haven't seen her in like a year probably. but that will all change ahha. gunna get a new blow dryer cause mine apparently can't withstand anything ahah and probably a ton of products i definetly don't need ahahha i love ABAs.

so thats the awesome part of my weekend. shitty part is pat's gone for 4 days! i don't have my other half to message when something goes wrong ahah. or goes awesome. or just goes. oh welll he's having fun on a roadtrip and i have to admit i'm super jealous. i haven't been on a roadtrip for ages and def want to go on a for-no-good-reason one soon! (miss you already)

next week is hectic too. tuesday is Set Your Goals. wednesday is ANTM. thursday is sleep night...or go out for my birthday night i really haven't decided if i want to do anything big for it yet. and friday i think im going home for birthday dinner with the 'rents...saturday come back to the city, be at adrift for the Fucked Up show by 7. then hopefully just relax on sunday! and eat chocolate, of course. AND THEN MONDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY WOOOOO!!! which i basically have to spend alone cause everyone in the world works! assholes. oh well the rest of the entire week before that is a celebration enough.

okay i'm rambling.

BUY ME PRESENTS!

xoxoxoxoxo

fuck tha po-lice!

i got my first ticket today. i feel like i have all the driving problems ever. i never hear about any of my friends denting the front of their cars or taking of mirrors or getting tickets...but maybe nobody talks about it?

haha whatever. ANYWAYS, here's how it went down.

i picked lauren up from her bf's apartment, and i'm rolling down Francis Rd. (direct reference for any of you from burlington), and theres some cops talking to the left of this intersection i was stopping at. so I CAME TO A COMPLETE STOP...but didn't stop for the required 3 seconds. didn't really think anything of it cause fuck, no one but old grannys stop for that long. for real.

so, i continue on my way, me and lauren are drinking our coffees, and like 20 seconds after i passed that stop sign, i see the cop behind me with his lights on. i was like ya right is he actually pulling me over right now? and yes, he in fact was.

definelty never gotten pulled over in my 3 years of driving. and for something as petty as that...not stopping for the full amount of time at the stop sign. like fuck, come on. needless to say i was not very impressed. and still am not. mom's gunna try and fight it for me. oh ya, AND it was $110. WTF speeding tickets aren't even that much money. seems a little bit excessive to me...

and yep that was about the highlight of my day ahah.

ps the weather is insane. the rain stopped and started about 10 times this morning, literally. then clearled up and it was beautiful. now its hailing. insane. i might stay at my parent's until tomorrow and then take the train back in the morning. we'll see.

anyways i'm going to sulk about not having money to pay this ticket and decide if i want to be back in the city tonight or not.

xoxo

neverland

uhmmmmmmmm

i never want to grow up...

and i want to move home, just so everyone knows.

well kind of. not entirely ahah.

my parents took me shopping this weekend for no reason. it started off that we were gunna get a laptop bag thing, and then my dad mentioned that he needed jeans or chords. and then i mentioned that i needed jeans or chords (really just jeans). and the next thing i know we're at oakville place and i'm leaving with 3 pairs of jeans and a bunch of black cute stuff for school. oh and my laptop bag.

and in conclusion i miss not having to pay for all my own stuff, and sometimes getting things handed to me. sighhhhhh...

anyways burlington is boring and hopefully i'm raging tomorrow with my main bitch. i still need a roommate.

love life xoxox

party all the timeeee

not really...at all ahah

party by myself on a sunday night cause everyone works on mondays is more like it. ohhh wellll.

i watched the holiday tonight. i've already seen it, but i loved it the first time so thought i should rent it since it just came out. its a really cute movie...typical romantic comedy type deal. i like it thought.

this weekend was fun watched a ton of basketball since the NCAA tournement is on. basketball is basically the only sport i actually enjoy watching. well, football is growing on me too, but basketball has always been sweet.

hm what else. oh ANTM this week was fun. makeover episode. none of the cuts or colors seemed that awesome. a lot of brunettes, which is cool but can get boring. russian broad looks even more busted with the "vidal sassoon inspired" cut ahahah i was looking forward to something like awesome, but it was a typical straight fringe, one length cut. or at least looked that way. that renee bitch's cut was sweet, but i fucking hate her so i can't even like it ahahha. shes so fucking annoying she's way too insecure about herself in the competition so she has to make fun of anyone and everyone. and jayal or whatever the fuck her name is is fucking hilarious. her voice is so gross...but she takes sweet pictures so whatever ahha i want her to win the whole thing.

i would elaborate on it more but its been almost a week since it was on and i forget what else happened ahah.

oh right so i got my new laptop. i dont remember if i wrote about that yet or not. maybe i did, maybe i didnt....but its awesome! just a cute little HP. i like it.

anyways im bored and have shit to do tomorrow.

me and pat went to frans tonight for dinner so here's a couple pictures for all you secret nikki lovers. i know who you areeeeee!

i actually dont, but whatever.

broken everything

computer's busted big time. mom bought me a laptop for my birthday cause she's awesome, i get it on thursday...even though my birthday isn't for another month. so i'm using colleen's for now, which is why i didn't do any of the ANTM updates i talked about.

basically all the girls are busted, that hilarious retarded girl that got banished from model land first was my favourite ("i know, right!"), big eyebrow broad who got voted off last week i thought would win it all cause her look is so high fashion, but shes gone too...lets just say im glad i didn't place money on anything. i guess i'll have to just wait to see who starts to do better and shit to make any more judgements. always too quick to analyze.

school is awesome, life is awesome. 4.5 more months and i'm finally making some goddamn cash. antoinetta said that if i work at rosedale i can make up to 900$ a week in tips...live off my tips, put my salary away. we'll see what actually happens. i would kind of like to work at queen st more, but it all depends i suppose.

anyways, more updates soon.

yayyyy xox