birthday week!

ya this week has been insane, to say the least. but amazaing all at the same time.

this will probably sound like a bunch of jibberish, but apparently i like documenting my life lately. so if you don't care, this is the point where you should stop reading!

sunday was the ABAs it was insane. so much more than i expected to be helping with.

so like i said, woke up at like 530, and i decided to take the subway cause i found change or something. i cant remember. anyways, walked down to starbies, got my venti white mocha and continued on my way. so i get to queen st and the one side of the st the subway doors are locked. and my being the fucking retard that i am decided to check the other side anyways. so i go down and im like oh sweet this side is open, and the doors at the bottom of the stairs are locked. so i was down there trying to open a door that obviously wasn't going to open along with this fucking scary ass homeless guy who was laying on the floor moaning and like convulsing. i can honestly say i was terrified and have never felt that feeling before and hope that i never feel it again.

so i ran away from him and decided i would have to walk the rest of the way, which was my original plan anyways. it really didn't take long at all. 45 minutes with the starbucks stop. not bad.

anyways, got there before basically everyone. roey, morgan, and alana were there along with a couple of the models, but none of us had anything to do until everyone else got there. so when darlene showed up she immediately had me start helping her, and kind of asked if it was cool that i stay past the time that i was suppose to. so i was all ya whatever i dont care...little did i know i'd be running up and down escalators all day ahah. but it was fun. so i got the whole wardrobe ready, kinda helped out with what people needed, and then all of a sudden darlene had a headset for me to wear. and thats when i got a lot more important ahah. basically i just helped her make sure everyone was where they were suppose to be all day. it was a good time though, and i got to leave before the show was over so i didnt have to help clean up the piles of garbage around.

so i got home around 3ish i think...maybe 4:00. pat finally got home from his trip so i got to see him which was nice. 4 days feels like a lot longer than it really is haha.

then monday i went back to the ABAs with colleen and met up with julia later on just to do some shopping. i got a new blowdryer, and bunch of makeup and OPI nailpolish for super cheap, a new roundbrush...and i cant rememeber what else, but it ruled at the time ahah.

after having enough of that i went home for my one night of decent sleep.

tuesday was sweet, went to school and then to set your goals. it was a good time. saw some friends, saw some shitty bands and one sweet one haha. met pat's friend JD whos awesome.

wednesday was top model. it wasnt as awesome as i thoguht it would be this week. the previews showed 50 cent pushing jayel into the pool, but he was like laughing while he was doing it in the show. whatever though. i cnat even remember what else happened. probably cause i have a terrible memory.

thursday nothign worth mentioning went on. friday went to burlington. slept all day basically once we got there cause nothing was open ahha. went out for dinner with my parents. i'll post some pictures later once SOMEONE sends them to me. then we went to see grindhouse. it was so good! i want to go see it again. we might go see it at cheap night on tuesday. planet terror was a lot better for gore reasons, but i liked death proof cause it was different. both sweet movies, though.

saturday went to limeridge mall in hamilton cause im insane and wanted to buy this dress that i didnt even get. i think i might go pick it up today, though. it has cherries on it. only reason i wanted it ahah.

after that went to sonic unyon. saw lots of stuff i would have wanted if i gave a shit about records ahah and had money. but i have neither of those things, so i just looked.

stopped by the new shop on the way home so pat could make an appt and he wanted to check it out. its cute. i like all the fish ahha. i'll probably start getting some work done there once i have a job. which is soon. which is scary.......yay for real careers! even if i am just a hairstylist. gunna be the best fucking one around. bleh.

anyways! saturday night made our way back to the city to go to a show at adrift. i had a terrible time and didn't want to be there, but i guess there's certain things i'm just going to have to learn to live with.

the show wasnt really that bad, i'm jsut a huge baby and take shit way too personally. but it was alright.

sunday was nice. got tim hortons easter breakfast ahahah...which consisted of bagels and donuts. played vids a bit and were just lazy. i loved it. sunday night we went to JDs for dinner. his gf nicole made an amazing easter dinner. tofurkey, potatoes, and lots of veggies ahah. i think eveyone i meet thinks im crazy at first when they find out i dont liek veggies. i am kinda crazy for it. jay leno doesn't eat them either!!!!!!

anyways, we had never had tofurkey before, but it was amazing. i loved it. but i love tofu...so i might be partial. after dinne rthe boys played guitar hero and me and nicole played trouble ahahahah it was so amazing i haven't played that game in forever! she won like three time then we made JD and pat play with us. and i think she won again. i'm not very good at it. i think i just need some practice with my popping skills though. its been a couple years ahah.

we tried to go see grindhouse again after that, but unfortunately didn't get to see it. the times on the internet said 9:30, but apparently it started at 8:30. terrible. so instead we went to Mr. Movie and rented Stranger than Fiction. it was okay. i don't know how i feel about Will Farrell in a more serious type roll. i felt like i was suppose to be laughing at parts that weren't at all remotely funny. he did a good job, but just not something i'd like to see him in all the time.

so thats about it for my birthday week!

which brings us up to today. my real birthday!

i get to spend most of it alone, since 90% of the people i know work today, and the other 10% don't live close enough to hang out with haha. its fine though. cause next weekend is birthday shopping.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

if i know you and love you, call me today.

we'll have birthday chats.

xoxoxoxoxoooooooooo!

i actually like being retardedly busy?

its 8:18.

i just got home within the last 1/2 hour.

i have to wake up between 5 and 5:30 depending on when i can drag my ass out of bed.

make myself presentable by 6:30.

walk to the convention center from here because i'm broke.

be there for 7:30.

steam clothes all morning.

probably shampoo a bunch on sinks that are worse then shampooing someone in a bathtub.

stop by the school and see if they need any extra hands.

go home and sleep and go back to the convention center for monday.

but monday is shopping day!

yay new blow dryer and tail comb and whatever else i can find!

xoxox

oh, life.

this weekend is gunna suck. well, not really...more like suck and rule at the same time.

tomorrow night i think we're all going to the drake cause a bunch of my school friends are finished this week. we'll see if i have money to go to that....i'm so fucking broke. sunday and monday are the ABAs, which i'm pretty stoked about. i think i'm helping with model prep sunday at the school which should be fun, and a good experience. i was a model last year, so i kind of got to see all of what goes on behind the scenes, but not take part in the stuff i should be taking part in ahah. its not like i'm going to be a hair model the rest of my life...

anyways, that'll be a good time for sure. i'm still waiting to find out if they actually need me or not, but kris said its better to have more help than you need then not enough. totally true.

and mondaaaay is the show that i'm going to. stoked. me and julia are going together and gunna hang out all day i'm pretty sure. gunna meet up with lisa there for a bit too which i'm excited about! i haven't seen her in like a year probably. but that will all change ahha. gunna get a new blow dryer cause mine apparently can't withstand anything ahah and probably a ton of products i definetly don't need ahahha i love ABAs.

so thats the awesome part of my weekend. shitty part is pat's gone for 4 days! i don't have my other half to message when something goes wrong ahah. or goes awesome. or just goes. oh welll he's having fun on a roadtrip and i have to admit i'm super jealous. i haven't been on a roadtrip for ages and def want to go on a for-no-good-reason one soon! (miss you already)

next week is hectic too. tuesday is Set Your Goals. wednesday is ANTM. thursday is sleep night...or go out for my birthday night i really haven't decided if i want to do anything big for it yet. and friday i think im going home for birthday dinner with the 'rents...saturday come back to the city, be at adrift for the Fucked Up show by 7. then hopefully just relax on sunday! and eat chocolate, of course. AND THEN MONDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY WOOOOO!!! which i basically have to spend alone cause everyone in the world works! assholes. oh well the rest of the entire week before that is a celebration enough.

okay i'm rambling.

BUY ME PRESENTS!

xoxoxoxoxo

fuck tha po-lice!

i got my first ticket today. i feel like i have all the driving problems ever. i never hear about any of my friends denting the front of their cars or taking of mirrors or getting tickets...but maybe nobody talks about it?

haha whatever. ANYWAYS, here's how it went down.

i picked lauren up from her bf's apartment, and i'm rolling down Francis Rd. (direct reference for any of you from burlington), and theres some cops talking to the left of this intersection i was stopping at. so I CAME TO A COMPLETE STOP...but didn't stop for the required 3 seconds. didn't really think anything of it cause fuck, no one but old grannys stop for that long. for real.

so, i continue on my way, me and lauren are drinking our coffees, and like 20 seconds after i passed that stop sign, i see the cop behind me with his lights on. i was like ya right is he actually pulling me over right now? and yes, he in fact was.

definelty never gotten pulled over in my 3 years of driving. and for something as petty as that...not stopping for the full amount of time at the stop sign. like fuck, come on. needless to say i was not very impressed. and still am not. mom's gunna try and fight it for me. oh ya, AND it was $110. WTF speeding tickets aren't even that much money. seems a little bit excessive to me...

and yep that was about the highlight of my day ahah.

ps the weather is insane. the rain stopped and started about 10 times this morning, literally. then clearled up and it was beautiful. now its hailing. insane. i might stay at my parent's until tomorrow and then take the train back in the morning. we'll see.

anyways i'm going to sulk about not having money to pay this ticket and decide if i want to be back in the city tonight or not.

xoxo

neverland

uhmmmmmmmm

i never want to grow up...

and i want to move home, just so everyone knows.

well kind of. not entirely ahah.

my parents took me shopping this weekend for no reason. it started off that we were gunna get a laptop bag thing, and then my dad mentioned that he needed jeans or chords. and then i mentioned that i needed jeans or chords (really just jeans). and the next thing i know we're at oakville place and i'm leaving with 3 pairs of jeans and a bunch of black cute stuff for school. oh and my laptop bag.

and in conclusion i miss not having to pay for all my own stuff, and sometimes getting things handed to me. sighhhhhh...

anyways burlington is boring and hopefully i'm raging tomorrow with my main bitch. i still need a roommate.

love life xoxox

party all the timeeee

not really...at all ahah

party by myself on a sunday night cause everyone works on mondays is more like it. ohhh wellll.

i watched the holiday tonight. i've already seen it, but i loved it the first time so thought i should rent it since it just came out. its a really cute movie...typical romantic comedy type deal. i like it thought.

this weekend was fun watched a ton of basketball since the NCAA tournement is on. basketball is basically the only sport i actually enjoy watching. well, football is growing on me too, but basketball has always been sweet.

hm what else. oh ANTM this week was fun. makeover episode. none of the cuts or colors seemed that awesome. a lot of brunettes, which is cool but can get boring. russian broad looks even more busted with the "vidal sassoon inspired" cut ahahah i was looking forward to something like awesome, but it was a typical straight fringe, one length cut. or at least looked that way. that renee bitch's cut was sweet, but i fucking hate her so i can't even like it ahahha. shes so fucking annoying she's way too insecure about herself in the competition so she has to make fun of anyone and everyone. and jayal or whatever the fuck her name is is fucking hilarious. her voice is so gross...but she takes sweet pictures so whatever ahha i want her to win the whole thing.

i would elaborate on it more but its been almost a week since it was on and i forget what else happened ahah.

oh right so i got my new laptop. i dont remember if i wrote about that yet or not. maybe i did, maybe i didnt....but its awesome! just a cute little HP. i like it.

anyways im bored and have shit to do tomorrow.

me and pat went to frans tonight for dinner so here's a couple pictures for all you secret nikki lovers. i know who you areeeeee!

i actually dont, but whatever.

broken everything

computer's busted big time. mom bought me a laptop for my birthday cause she's awesome, i get it on thursday...even though my birthday isn't for another month. so i'm using colleen's for now, which is why i didn't do any of the ANTM updates i talked about.

basically all the girls are busted, that hilarious retarded girl that got banished from model land first was my favourite ("i know, right!"), big eyebrow broad who got voted off last week i thought would win it all cause her look is so high fashion, but shes gone too...lets just say im glad i didn't place money on anything. i guess i'll have to just wait to see who starts to do better and shit to make any more judgements. always too quick to analyze.

school is awesome, life is awesome. 4.5 more months and i'm finally making some goddamn cash. antoinetta said that if i work at rosedale i can make up to 900$ a week in tips...live off my tips, put my salary away. we'll see what actually happens. i would kind of like to work at queen st more, but it all depends i suppose.

anyways, more updates soon.

yayyyy xox

getting there

obsessions as of late:

since i've been sick for a million years, and tv and movies get boring by yourself, i stole the super nintendo from my parent's house on the weekend. its great. i forgot how much i love this thing.

at least i feel a little better now and can go back to school tomorrow.
make some money moneeey..and see everyone.
yayyyy for being better.

ANTM starts on wednesday. be prepared for weekly updates about how i feel
about everything and who i think is going to win/should win.

xooxoxoxxxxxxxxooooooooo

sicky sicky sick-sick

blehhhhhhhhhh....so i've been dying for the last week.

i went to the doctors on monday, and he thought i had strept throat so he gave me these pills and a doctors note. tuesday stayed home to rest, felt better. wednesday went to school, and they sent me home. thursday died all day...thursday night lost my stomache from 11:00 - 5:30am. and now i'm awake and dying and sad cause i just want to feel normal again.

so this is where everyone feels bad for me and brings me hugs and tissues.

last weekend was fun...went to kelsey's boyfriend's birthday party. unfortunately i was exahusted and started falling asleep on the couch while all the boys played guitar hero.

sunday went grocery shopping with patrick, then mom picked me up to go home. hung out with cait and lauren it was funn. i wish it was summer so there was like more to do than watch movies inside.

i love summer.

anyways, i really don't have anything to say or talk about. i just want some company. i get so lonely when i'm sick. and sucky :(

blehhhhhh xo

okay, real update...lets go!

so im gunna kill my fucking computer cause its a piece of shit that doesn't do anything right. halfway through my entry the internet stops working for the ten millionth time today.

ANYWAYS fucking retard machine...basic sum-up of the last couple weeks starting with two weekends ago:

me and pat went to burlington.

went to the record store, it was closed, went to the other record store, looked at/bought records. went to the mall, bought too much shit. ate dinner with the rents, went to see alpha dog, justin timberlake is so fucking hot, came home and looked at my parent's records.

that was fun they have a lot of sweet old stuff. i died at my dad's bob dylan collection. i didn't know he actually liked him as much as i do ahah i thought he just like kind of liked him or something.
anyways, pat went home monday afternoonish and i stayed to hang out with lauren and cait...but then cait forgot to come meet up with us haha oops. so me and lauren just hung out.

sooo came back to toronto on monday night...hung around, did laundry, did groceries, slept a whole lot, hung out with sweet dudes a whole lot, watched sex and the city season 3....yep thats about it ahah. it was a good week off...i definetly needed it.

last weekend me and pat went to london. didnt get in until late on friday night. saturday we went to the record store downtown and spent WAY too much time in there haha.

after that we hung out with kris, ashley, jesse, his gf amy, and mike. we ate at ben thans...it was delicious. the one in london is so much sweeter than the one in hamilton ahah.

after that we went back to kris and ashley's and me and ashley played super mario world for a bit. i totally havent played in forever...i used to be so pro at it. i wish i had super nintendo here...i should trade it for the N64 i stole from my parents house ahah super nintendo is so much sweeter anyways. i'll have to do it one time when no one is paying attention ahah.

anyways, after that we went to this place called Fleetway or something and played miniputt and bowling and ate ice cream. it was pretty sweet.

after that we went back to kris and ashley's and played this board game called scene it about movies and actors and stuff. it was pretty sweet. my team won every time. its totally cause i'm so knowledgeable about movies and actors and have a great memory so i remember everything.

yep, it was a pretty sweet saturday. sunday we hung out with pat's parents and watched the superbowl and were lazy all day. it was fun i love donna and dave. my team won. only cause i always get my way ahahahah...

tuesday i started my new course at school. its been pretty good so far. lots of review and stuff. we start taking clients this week. although i did have to fix this one guest's hair that another girl kind of messed up and didn't have time to fix. which was kind of fun cause i haven't done hair in like over a week. i was all nervous and stuff cause i could feel everyone watching me ahah...you'd think after a year of doing it every day all my nerves would be gone, but these people's opinions matter even more than before.

anyways, we won't talk about that too much. we'll just leave it at its good so far, and im stoked for the next 6 months. should be a fun time.

this weekend was chill. just hung out with pat did cleaning and laundry and stuff ahah. it was still fun though. oh my god we ate at hero burger...and its my new favourite place to eat ever ahah. it has been since we ate there a couple weeks ago...but its just so amazing i love it so much ahah. oh and i saw renee when we were coming back from rotate this. i miss her.

anyways im rambling about nothing now. thats what i get for not updating for almost 3 weeks.

never again.

school tomorrow wheeeeee this week should be good.

happy valentine's day, lovers.

xoxo

oh ya ps

last day of school <3